Everything I could give, is everything you couldn't take.
Bygones
Saturday, November 14, 2009 1:24 AM
Glad that I DID went to work today after much psycho-ing from K-pher.
The crowd was quite comfortable, not too busy not too free ((:
Think my sales was rather good :D
Shit that Cheena guy!
Steal my sales!
Daniel one of my in-charge say my eye-liner's tail quite thick...
What the rock!?
Should really stop having McDonald's after work.
I'm really going to grow side ways uh!
Damn tired now!
B shift later at 2:30 PM ((:
After work still need to go down to Wisma for C&K event cause' Angel leaving for China soon ): Quite shock that they will ask me to go down since I'm no longer part of C&K already. This is the kind of bonding that I'm talking about...
Let bygones be bygones and appreciate Esprit if not Josiah is going to slap me.
Really...
HAHA!
Play a few rounds of bejeweled first before I switch off ((:
Toodles~
I Love You, Still... A Lot... So Much...
Thursday, November 12, 2009 10:34 PM
My world just fell apart.
Everything has come to a stop.
Maybe it's better this way for both of us...
Even if it doesn't happen now, it will definitely happen sooner or later.
I love it when you still call me Baby ((':
I miss you.
Everything I could give, is everything you couldn't take.
You've been through situations worse than this alright.
Brace up love. Give time, time.I really don't feel like working tomorrow...
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4:51 PM
Didn't go school as expected cause' went out with Sweetheart, Eric and XiaoYun for steamboat at Bugis yesterday till late. Reached home at around 4 AM+
Now I'm rushing for ETP report which is fucking due tomorrow!
3 Guys & 1 Girl
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 11:06 PM
Met the guys at AMK at around 5:30 PM
Bus-ed to Serangoon Road.
@ Chompx2

Seat along the benches until something happen.
Heard a 'splat' sound beside me, nice shot of bat shit on Jayvier's left thighs.
Haha! Laugh till my stomach cramp can!
@ Liquid Kitchen





Chilled till 10 PM and went home.
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Photos during Steph's Birthday in advance celebration.








Imbalance
Sunday, November 8, 2009 9:27 PM
Met Lover at MS.
Had my late lunch at Subway (:
Trained to Orchard.
Starbucks @ ION
Chio dimples♥




Bought CK Tote bag♥
This month is gonna be really tight!
Talked really really long.
Like what Lover say, Esprit's timing fits me perfectly since they have A and B shift for us. I'm just not used to my new working environment cause' I'm already used to the busy crowd at C&K and the sudden slow moving crowd at Esprit makes me very restless.
Maybe it's just the hormones kicking up a fuss again.
I hope so.Work tomorrow at 5 PM and I'm having the growing up time of the month )):
Pray that tomorrow will be a better day :D
Wrong Choice?
2:06 AM
Emo post so shoo shoo if you are not interested okay...
I don't know how I should phrase this...
A. What if making a wrong choice can give you a better life, will you go ahead with
it? But that better life is making you unhappy, will you still go ahead with it?
ORB. What if making a right choice is giving you hell, will you go ahead with it? But that hell actually makes you happy, will you still go ahead with it?
The reasons that I left C&K was the salary? the holy shit stocks that comes daily? the over-whelming number of customers that pissed many of us?
The sole reason that I couldn't bear to leave was the special bonding I had with each and everyone of them.
Despite having $5 per hour, having hundreds and thousands of stocks coming in daily and having shit head customers who pissed us off yet at the end of the day I know I was happy cause' I have my colleagues to make everyone feel at home.

I killed the bonding.
I really think I made a serious mistake...
I was that close to breaking down in the bus just now.
Why must I be the one to work my butt off on weekends?
Why can't I be that minority percentage of teens who doesn't need to work?
One word:
Survival.
Dad, Mom and my 2 brothers.
How can I tell this to your that I'm really exhausted. I want to stop. I think my brain is unable to take all this crap anymore. I've started working since I was 15, now I'm already 20 and I have never stop working at all. I have ever tried for not working for 2 months and let me tell you this, the results were really harsh. My family was never well to do and to stop working suddenly will be the last resort.
Family, friends, studies, work and relationship.
Everything just keeps piling up don't they?